I saw your post and just wanted to send good wishes and the best to you and your family and hope all will be okay soon. Hope you also got to run the marathon somehow. I forgot about this but I think pacers don't have to pay to run. I didn't go this weekend because I'm also out of funds and with an autistic son so I cannot justify right now to run races when the children need to eat and have special needs. I'm sending positive wishes your way that you will also be able to return to the races soon.